love, fun, problems and focus

hey-hoooooo grenades :*

i'm going to mumbling about love today. um, love. i don't understand what is actually mean by love. every people have their own meaning what is love. nowadays, I feel like there's no way that I will be involve with this thing called love. i can see from the way my friends act when they were in trial break-up or whatever. it make me feel sorry. maybe it's the wrong time or wrong place, but still it's love. love can cause so much pain. lol i dont even know what i'm talking about now xD

i may not be in a relationship right now.but i think, well. if there's a couple who had a problems in their relationship. they should fight for each other. hehehe i'm talking about my new friends, ** and his gf. ish they have the kind of relationship that everyone dream about bah. but as you know, they broke up. shxt ar. as if i'm the one who is their gf/bf LOLOLOL kay.

gish. and then nak.. my bestfriend.. she's in a relationship with someone class next door but the thing is. the boy is so stupid doesnt layan her like he should layan her. only in prefect's camp baruk nak layan. for what la kan? he think my friend is a doll for having fun ka! weird nak! in those time my friend so frust that the boyfriend didn't layan her so well, she fell in love with my senior prefect hehe. " SOMEONE SPECIAL WHO COULD IT BE? " - Higglytown Heroes moment. mehehe. so now the friend broke up with the boyfriend and then kapush my friend are happily ever after with the senior prefect hahaha.

now, as for me.

nothing much goin on. still the same old story. like the boy so much. but in the end, i ended up dislike him for some stupid reason like I LIKE OTHER BOY xD so not very the setia ho? i don't care. crush only ma. stupid thing called crush aigoo. so as now for me. i don't like any boy at the moment. because i'm so fat so i need to diet. i need to focus on diet.

demn. studies need to focus too bah. but i'm so lazy now. next two week will be having STPM semester one. ish, was it one more week to go? or a month. LOL i'm not quite sure yet xD all i do in school is playing. aiyaaaaa zirah. okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

need to end here. bye folks xx