heartbreaks.

hello, i wouldn't said that today is my worse day. it is the best day ever. me and amy were bestfriend again. thanks to my textbooks today :) but unfortunately, after i send all those textbooks to Mdm Jane, I online my twitter, facebook and tumblr for sure blog. i'm suprise that my friend Eah, tweeted that i never thought my bestfriend would done this to me. something like that la. so, i asked her that afternoon. why she tweeted like that? and why she would DM amy? but she told me, it was all about Bonai. then, i thought nothing happen. than she said she's wants to have a bath. i said yes. then both of us offline.

two hours later, she's online Aesha's facebook. And she tweeted that whatever it is they still my bestfriend or something. And I guess she knows that me and Aesha doesn't like her boyfriend. me and aesha recently chat at facebook about her boyfriend azmi and her. we don't like the way azmi treat her. maybe she love it but i don't. and I don't know what she thought about me and aesha. because she's like dissapointed toward us. :'( so, i decided to said sorry. but i read something at her and aesha chat. and it really makes me sad. i don't want to said it here. i don't want to cause a fuss.

thus, i cried all evening about this. i decided to deactivated my twitter. and tumblr? i poured all my feelings there. :'( why? i thought we're bestfriends. you ignored me because of azmi, i keep my mouth shut. but you? when i done this. why can't you do that? are you blind now because you have azmi? are you? i hate to said this, but. i wish you and azmi happily ever after and i won't be there for you because now i know who did you choose. it breaks my heart but whatever it is. you still be my bestfriend in my own world. you cares about me when there's no one. i can still be the place you cried where you fight with azmi. i would because I love you. i won't hurt the people i love. i will try to make them happy. i guess that's it. hmm

until the next post.

sincerely pais