my weak, weak heart.

hello,

how you guys doing? well, i say these days it isn't a very much good days for me. it is weird to be handling this feelings over and over. i mean, i am sure that i forgotten about him all along. and fyi, this is NOT the same guy i was talking in previous post. why? ohhh both of them is a jerk. i don't like them. nah, regret? yes, that's how i feel right this moment. but who cares anyway? i don't love him anymore. *senyum senget*

so, where am i? oh! handling a feeling. yup, let me get you straight. I, who is ever like this guy ONCE turns out that now im so head over heels for him. WHY? W-H-Y? ohh why.. i wish i knew. but i can tell you when and how..

WHEN? 31th December 2012.
HOW? At Popular. Just one single eyes to eyes. weird.

So this is what people say LOVE IS BLIND? Since that day, i have been looking forward to see him anywhere. so the shortcut to tell you guys is I AM MADLY IN LOVE WITH HIM! like seriously serious. how can i save myself from all of these? he's chinese! won't there will be problem if we were together? OMG, pls help me. i thought i am not in love with him, just having crush and stuff. but you know what it is MORE THAN THAT! i mean, come on. You get me right? i'm not being racist. i love him :p

SEE?! what did I told you?

okayyyy this is scary.H-E-L-P! SOS.

I'm sleepy. Goodnight, grenades xx