pokerface.

hello~ i'm back.

i just wanna tell you guys that i'm so stressed out with myself this week. sakit for two whole week! what was that all about?? ishh angol bahh. and to think that my last mock exam, not even one subject I lulus. nahhh. gila agik cmya!!

and my teacher even left a comment ' ADA BELAJAR SIK, SAYANG?' lol. polah lawak ._. eeeeeee, i do study bah but all things that i studied semua sikda masuk soalan. see the game? fxck eh. yahh nevermind la. now i have to study hard for my semester one exam. syoh ng stress tauk ko? Dx

i wanna tell this to my teachers :

'can't read my, can't read my, no he can't read my pokerface '

LOL TIBA TIBA. kbye xx

heartbreak and fed up

heyyy

i was supposed to be doing my homework. last minute xD so lazy one me. i dont care i will be sleeping early or not. who cares about school? :p kay, of course you guys wanna know why i put the title as ' HEARTBREAK ' kan? hmm. it's because i'm so down because of my crush. he doesnt reply my comment. so, ouch eh. he even online you know?! that was the meanest thing i could ever imagine he done to me. i know la i'm not pretty and all. don't have to be like that bah. you think you handsome sgt ke??! hot saja okay *sentap*

actually he doesnt know i have that weird feeling towards him. i think he's in love with D. ee, i hate D. so menyakitkan hati you know?! ish. this is for the last time, NO MORE FALLING FOR HIM! i'm form sixth. i should not be worried for these stupid thing. in the future there will be lots of boy that looks like him -.- EEEEE! but geram eh. if i know he would not reply i will not be ngegeh ngegeh kenja kenja comment on his status. MINTAK BUNUH EH!

dah la he's in the same school. do you think i can get over him ka? I REALLY REALLY HOPE SO. i dont care what cost it will took. shxt i hate this. so freaking miserable my life just because of the thing called LOVE or PUPPY LOVE? MONKEY LOVE? oh kan i'm fat? let's called it RHINOLOVE. pff molah lawak aku lok ._. lawak bodo. hmmmmmmmmm

today nak, i was so malu. i was mistaken that i was duty at ASSEMBLY HALL padahal i duty at OLD ASSEMBLY HALL!! eee malu eh xD maybe i was so excited with the word 'assembly hall', kan his class was there kan? my crush class. i was thinking to burn it alive. then i will be happy. but i cannot selling fish xD kay, wtf. and then, we go meeting. should pay rm50 in the two weeks if can. remind me about that bloghoney :)

dah dah. stop here pais. xx

THOMIAN :B

ohoo, hello once again.

this is the real really serious seriously ive been wanted to tell you about. life as a thomian. hmm nothing much goin on. at first it was fun and all. but time after time. the thought of happily ever after does not happily ever after at all. why am i stating like this? not that i have problems with other class, yes i do. but it doesnt affecting me at all cost. just tell me gajah rimo. i don't care at all. it was my own friend against me who is affecting me now. i'm not telling i was a good guy here but still.. *le sigh

all of happy hour and a family bonding was gone in our class. i don't know where i went wrong. is it because they love the other g more than me? hmm. so now i was having something quite tempting with ze class. not that i don't care about it at all, it just that i'm tired to be the one who has to be blame for everything and have to fix everything. not my fault bah. so thats why i said why should i be ssh ssh for all of that? ih, fck this feeling.

dah dah. i aint gonna be sad about this. so, past is past :)

good bye xx (real goodbye)

FOUR.

hohoho hello~ uhh huhh yo so now gonna talk about three amazing people. or was it more like awesome? :)

this, three people is my new bestfriend!! ERIKA ESTIE, CLAUDIA MAS and BEATRICE MUSA! umm, we sort of met a long time ago but become close because of prefect's camp. thanks Inti <3

So.. i got nothing much to said here actually. but then still.. i love them so much. i feel like they understand me more than anyone else. there's a difference that i can't explain here. sorry if my talking here hurting you guys but hey? i'm sorry. it's the truth bah.

four of us are like four different people that completed each other kekurangan. you know what i mean? LOL so, maybe next time i will have idea what to talk about them here. i was planning to talk about something else. so.. chow sin chi babyyyhhh :*

tahh-tahhh xx

love, fun, problems and focus

hey-hoooooo grenades :*

i'm going to mumbling about love today. um, love. i don't understand what is actually mean by love. every people have their own meaning what is love. nowadays, I feel like there's no way that I will be involve with this thing called love. i can see from the way my friends act when they were in trial break-up or whatever. it make me feel sorry. maybe it's the wrong time or wrong place, but still it's love. love can cause so much pain. lol i dont even know what i'm talking about now xD

i may not be in a relationship right now.but i think, well. if there's a couple who had a problems in their relationship. they should fight for each other. hehehe i'm talking about my new friends, ** and his gf. ish they have the kind of relationship that everyone dream about bah. but as you know, they broke up. shxt ar. as if i'm the one who is their gf/bf LOLOLOL kay.

gish. and then nak.. my bestfriend.. she's in a relationship with someone class next door but the thing is. the boy is so stupid doesnt layan her like he should layan her. only in prefect's camp baruk nak layan. for what la kan? he think my friend is a doll for having fun ka! weird nak! in those time my friend so frust that the boyfriend didn't layan her so well, she fell in love with my senior prefect hehe. " SOMEONE SPECIAL WHO COULD IT BE? " - Higglytown Heroes moment. mehehe. so now the friend broke up with the boyfriend and then kapush my friend are happily ever after with the senior prefect hahaha.

now, as for me.

nothing much goin on. still the same old story. like the boy so much. but in the end, i ended up dislike him for some stupid reason like I LIKE OTHER BOY xD so not very the setia ho? i don't care. crush only ma. stupid thing called crush aigoo. so as now for me. i don't like any boy at the moment. because i'm so fat so i need to diet. i need to focus on diet.

demn. studies need to focus too bah. but i'm so lazy now. next two week will be having STPM semester one. ish, was it one more week to go? or a month. LOL i'm not quite sure yet xD all i do in school is playing. aiyaaaaa zirah. okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

need to end here. bye folks xx